God Is Good

God is good

I dont know about you

But I can feel his presence 

I was once living a wild reckless sinful life

I’ll tell you one thing

Sometimes all you need is to be humbled

And I can honestly say i’ve been humbled like I never thought was possible

You ever been so hopeless that you willingly threw yourself in the fire?

I know exactly what it feels like to be hopeless to the point where you feel as if you got nothing going for you

I know what it feels like for nobody to believe in you whatsoever

Worrying about what everybody thinks

For what tho?

You gotta tell yourself

Knock it off

God believes in you

At the end of the day, that's all the motivation that one should need

I sympathize for all the people who feel like a nobody

I know exactly what it feels like for nobody to respect you

I’ve never got that proper respect

& I let it affect me way to long

Not anymore

That's all wasted energy

Don’t waste your life

If you ever feel like a shell of yourself and nobody sees you for your true self

Just know, that God Knows you

God knows the REAL you

I can live with that

People can say what they want about me

People can think what they want about me

At the end of the day

They don’t know me like God knows me

That’s the only thing that matters

Don’t live to impress others

Live to impress The LORD

Connecting with god has changed my life for the better

Even something like Prayer

Having somebody to talk to that actually understand me

God always listens

It may feel as if you are alone

But I promise you that you can feel his presence

I promise you that he cares

All you need is that faith

All you need is that hope

In today's society, it's far too easy to get distracted by the devil

And at times it feels almost impossible to avoid

Whether it’s going out in public

Following the wrong crowd, Being peer pressured, Turning on the TV Etc

Distractions are everywhere

But at the end of the day

It's all about what you consume

And It's easy to be stuck in that life of sinful ways

I had to battle the demons

It was a constant battle

But that is life

I’m not going to sugarcoat this 

Life is all about trials and tribulations

You can’t run from adversity

Adversity is what develops your character

Its not about what you go through

It’s about how you respond

Sometimes the hardest tests show you what you are really made of

My pain and suffering made me built for this

I’ve been in a dark place so long that I become numb to pain

At one point I counted down the days to when I would off myself

I was so broken, that I didn’t see any way out

Being around constant negativity only added to that fuel

I had no idea what I was capable of

This whole time, all I needed was a mindset shift

I didn’t realize it this entire time

But I had no control over my emotions

I let stuff trigger or affect me far too easily

I didn’t know it then but I realize it now

My addiction to porn and lust was the corporate of this

The more and more you release

It puts you in a mindset of weakness

That’s why I no longer condone it

The more and more I did it

The less patience that I had

I practiced this thing called Semen Retention 

& that has helped me tremendously

It has made me more patient

Its made me able to handle adversity 

It’s made me able to redirect my sexual energy in other places in life

All I can say is, More men need to practice this

For me it has benefitted me in ways that I never knew was possible

Going back to ancient times, they believed for it to boost physical and spiritual energy

I’ve learned alot about myself

It’s not for everybody

But if you actually want to discover yourself

There are discover yourself

You need to put yourself in uncomfortable situations

You need to see what you are actually made of

There may be times you may feel as if you aren’t capable of lasting

But stick with it

I promise you that you will be surprised with yourself

Sometimes in life, you gotta go through the fire to see what you actually are made of